Fighting a losing battle,
because I’m still in the stage where I don’t have the capability to fully take care of myself/my responsibilities,
so I’m forced to rely on others (gasp) with the willingness & ability to step in as my substitute,
and take over my responsibilities.
Although not one of the aforementioned supports have a comprehensive understanding or desire to gain said knowledge regarding who and what I truly am.
So… I feel like I will forever be painfully alone until the loss inside is replaced with an inevitable black void.
But really, I don’t have any,other course of action or way to live.