I can’t remember the last time I’ve felt this low & alone.
I have no joy, not even in victory, much less is every day situations where most people would feel warmth.
I have an emptiness deep within, as if my light has been stolen.
I am completely disconnected from everything, as if I’m dangling from a cliff, without the strength to pull myself to safety… And no one even realizes I’m gone.

How long do I wait?
Should I just release my grip on the rocks?