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Then this comes in….

Gavin Degraw- Where You Are

Turn it up Tuesday

Check out these new songs…

Mama Said by Lukas Graham

NO by Meghan Trainor

Is good stuff!

WHITE PRIVILEGE II – return of the Mack



In about 3 weeks, I’m going to go sit in front of the one guy whose words carried me through ….

Macklemore & Ryan Lewis Radio on Slacker


A life lived for Art is never a life wasted

Ten Thousand Hours

Music is a safe place. « TWLOHA



Adele’s new album & how I relate…
Almost every track somehow brings me back to the one
The one that feined the lifelong bond that I (still) possess…
Only to show that outside of the “box”, I was never truly worth it.

[insert recent photo of my dramatically aged features after devastation]


I sadly now refer to the one as Premature Evacuation

(per my mother) The song of My Soul

“She Used To Be Mine”
sara bareilles

It’s not simple to say,
Most days I don’t recognize me.
These shoes and this apron,
This place and its patrons
Have taken more than I gave them.
It’s not easy to know
I’m not anything that I used to be.
Although it’s true,
I was never attention sweet center
I still remember that girl.

She’s imperfect but she tries
She is good but she lies.
She is hard on herself.
She is broken but won’t ask for help.
She is messy but she’s kind.
She is lonely most of the time.
She is all of this mixed up

And baked in a beautiful pie.
She is gone but she used to be mine.

And it’s not what I asked for.
Sometimes life just slips in through back door
Carves out the person
And makes you believe it’s so true.
And now I’ve got you.
And you’re not what I asked for.
If I’m honest I know I would give it all back
For a chance to start over
And rewrite an ending or two
For the girl that I knew.

Who be reckless just enough
Who get hurt but
Who learns how to toughen up when she’s bruised
And gets used by a man who can’t love
And then she’ll get stuck and be scared
Of the life that’s inside her
Growing stronger each day
Till it finally reminds her
To fight just a little
To bring back the fire in her eyes
That’s been gone but it used to be mine.

Used to be mine
She is messy but she’s kind
She is lonely most of time
She is all of this mixed up and baked in a beautiful pie
She is gone but she used to be mine.

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Mow your damn lawn and Sit the hell down

Nothing comes to those who wait


God’s Gonna Cut You Down

NEW #MusicMonday

This is my current playlist of the most recent releases that (in my opinion) are noteworthy.
Emphasis this week on summer

That’s how you know you(`ve) messed up

Undo It… Hard

Every F’n Day

Oh Dear God, this is heartwrenching

Even if we’re world’s apart
I’m gonna miss you
I can feel your beating heart
I’m gonna miss you

We are more than our scars

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