The Schizo Effect

my favorite color is no pants




In about 3 weeks, I’m going to go sit in front of the one guy whose words carried me through ….

Macklemore & Ryan Lewis Radio on Slacker


A life lived for Art is never a life wasted

Ten Thousand Hours


Adele’s new album & how I relate…
Almost every track somehow brings me back to the one
The one that feined the lifelong bond that I (still) possess…
Only to show that outside of the “box”, I was never truly worth it.

[insert recent photo of my dramatically aged features after devastation]


I sadly now refer to the one as Premature Evacuation

Oh Dear God, this is heartwrenching

Even if we’re world’s apart
I’m gonna miss you
I can feel your beating heart
I’m gonna miss you

We are more than our scars

I have a list of Songs I Can’t Listen To…cuz of you

Because of you… I have a list of Songs I Can’t Listen To…

Nothing applies

In one of the stars I shall be living.
In one of them I shall be laughing.
And so it will be as if all the stars were laughing,
when you look at the sky at night …
— only you —
will have stars that can laugh.

Antoine De Saint-Exupery’s “The Little Prince”

“To This Day” is a project based on a spoken word poem written by Shane Koyczan,
(watch the final result here: To This Day
to further explore the profound and lasting impact that bullying can have on an individual.

I was embraced by our tree

{My personal message}
·.·°·The community created during this project and the end result is, by far, the most insightful example of the lifelong damage done during adolescence.
“Kids are Mean”
They had to learn their behavior from somewhere, obviously under the impression their actions are condoned.
It only takes one.
One person to target another, and their entire group of friends follow suit.
The deep-seeded insecurities I carry with me, are debilitating in the sense that I struggle with self confidence in all aspects of my life. And honestly, those that I’ve given my whole self, confident they wouldn’t destroy me, abandoned their vow to me in the end, anyway.

I’ll never be the girl everyone wants, because I’ve never been good enough.

I even have roadblocks as an adult in my career, social, and personal life.·.·°·

Continue reading “Nothing applies”

Always Be My Baby

Always Be My Baby

keep it down
…lest you awaken the beast
The Schizo Effect

It makes me miss you more…

What are you waiting for…

Magnificent Oblivion


The Man Who Can’t Be Moved.



The Man Who Can’t Be Moved

a chance

I Need you
Need you here

Continue reading “a chance”

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Nothing Ventured, Nothing Gained

Wake Alone by Hugo

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